Trigger131990

The Lone Panther

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Kill me now cause I'm done saving myself.

Just tell me, how many times has it been? From listening to you to actually stepping in the way and preventing you from reaching the other side. I've tried. How many late night mornings did we spend on the sofa talking? How many times did we argue because you wouldn't put the glass down? I'm tired. You're hurt, you struggle and yet here I am; taking your anger to try and shoulder some of your pain. You reject me. How many more times must I step out to the frost of nature and come find you? How many more times will you weep as I carry you home? You use me. How many more lies do I have to tell to save your pride? How many more till I break mine? You lied to me. I want to give you the love and support you deserve but you demand more than just me. I'm not enough. I feel so distant because of this. I feel so numb that I'm now use to you. This is okay. I'll step forward so you don't have to. So you won't need to anymore.

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Kill me now cause I'm done saving myself.

Just tell me, how many times has it been? From listening to you to actually stepping in the way and preventing you from reaching the other side. I've tried. How many late night mornings did we spend on the sofa talking? How many times did we argue because you wouldn't put the glass down? I'm tired. You're hurt, you struggle and yet here I am; taking your anger to try and shoulder some of your pain. You reject me. How many more times must I step out to the frost of nature and come find you? How many more times will you weep as I carry you home? You use me. How many more lies do I have to tell to save your pride? How many more till I break mine? You lied to me. I want to give you the love and support you deserve but you demand more than just me. I'm not enough. I feel so distant because of this. I feel so numb that I'm now use to you. This is okay. I'll step forward so you don't have to. So you won't need to anymore.

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Behind the city

Swansea

Trigness and others

frozen lake

Snow Pictures

Trigness fav. Wasabi dish.

Favors

Matryoshka Rei sandwich?

Cosplay

Perception

Sight is a beauty isn't it? Seeing what we want to see, whether it is something we like, something that is beautiful or both. But what is it is something we don't want to see? How much horror would you take when you see a death of a friend? How much drama do you see from an argument? How much pain do you suffer when something you love gets taken away? What would happen if it is the something you see happening but it hasn't happened? Are your delusions also part of your perceptions? Or perhaps your perception of my delusion is false? Judge me before questioning yourself? Is the image of you greater then mine? If so; Screw you. Yo

Literature

Green collar Complete.

Hand made items

comfort sofa

Shh.. Welcome to your dark room with nothing but the sofa you're so comfortable with. The one you share so many memories and just makes you feel so safe. Did you ever wonder why it was take made you feel this way? Maybe it was because you had spent so much time there. So much that it felt like habit, routine or maybe unwilling to let go. You know.. that sofa is going to have to go.

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Kill me now cause I'm done saving myself. by Trigger131990, literature

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Kill me now cause I'm done saving myself.

Just tell me, how many times has it been? From listening to you to actually stepping in the way and preventing you from reaching the other side. I've tried. How many late night mornings did we spend on the sofa talking? How many times did we argue because you wouldn't put the glass down? I'm tired. You're hurt, you struggle and yet here I am; taking your anger to try and shoulder some of your pain. You reject me. How many more times must I step out to the frost of nature and come find you? How many more times will you weep as I carry you home? You use me. How many more lies do I have to tell to save your pride? How many more till I break mine? You lied to me. I want to give you the love and support you deserve but you demand more than just me. I'm not enough. I feel so distant because of this. I feel so numb that I'm now use to you. This is okay. I'll step forward so you don't have to. So you won't need to anymore.